had dinner with lu,xp and wh.. enjoyed a very interesting dinner. lol. anyway it seems that we always meet at jp. haha. but thats good. some of my uni friends live in places like bishan, ang mo kio.. those red line places that i hardly go.
some things to mention:
my black rabbit passed away. at ard 10.45pm, the night before vesak day, i was accompanying it and it was breathing heavily already. haiz. 2 days before its demise, it didnt really had an appetite. and its shit stank. so could tell that something was wrong. but its already a very old rabbit. a grandmother aged rabbit. like 7 /8 years already, cant really rmb. hope that it went to somewhere without suffering. dont get reincarnated as a human though. i think that although humans are considered as wan wu zhi ling, we suffer a lot too. food, studies, money...
note** just in case anybody has a crazy idea to get me another rabbit, DONT. i wont accept. this 2 shld be the last rabbits i will be having. they are already the third generation-if im not wrong, their grandma was a white rabbit called milky. i stopped naming them after a while. they cant understand anyway. some whistling, clicking of the tongue is perfectly fine though. its interesting to see their ears twitch in response. smart rabbits. haha.
i dont really like my job, but i will stick to it for now. cai niao are supposed to be humble. to complain less and do more. to learn 100% they can from their seniors. and wait for one day to qing chu yu lan. to crush them under your feet.. lol just kidding. i cant say im used to it aft 4 days. im slow with handling money. good at spending though. -.-"so either i leave on my own accord, meaning i break the contract and have to pay them $/ give them a week's notice that i wont continue [which means i will be dead for that 7 days], or i wait for them to say that im fired. i prefer the latter.
i wonder why did i go find trouble when it didnt come looking for me..