i finally decided alr. aft graduation, go find a job in a pharmaceutical company.. stick with it for one year. try doing some non-research stuff. If i dont like it, then go back to doing research. My fyp, intern.. everything i have been doing is all lab-related, expt based. Not that I dont enjoy doing it but can i sustain my interest in it for so long? who knows? i just dont want to regret in future. yup. its the things you dont do, that you end up regretting isnt it.. " if only.. if only " just do lor. wont die. just try. im still young. haha! bhavesh told me to get a job so that i can get him a job. and then ask regina work together too. like how?? lol.
And i want to go taiwan for my grad. Havent made plans. visit which place? dunno. i want to go hua lian. i heard the spirited away movie was inspired by the place. Go with who? dunno. only wee graduating the same time and she seems to want to visit the US/UK if i didnt rmb wrongly. my sis? nah, she says its boring to go with me. whats the budget? dunno. havent start working proper. not much money to spend. my mentor volunteered to lend me money. such a nice person. if only he wont charge interest. nah. i wont spend that much anyway. thrifty. lol.
Nvm. I'll just set the goal first. things will work out itself. its always will. chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi. im very optimistic.
wow. so aft figuring out what to do, it feels better but i just discovered a new strand of white hair this morning. =.= well.. im a very optimistic but easily stressed person. a optimistic pessimist. its not an oxymoron. its to think of all the worst possible scenario first and then trying to feel better by thinking of positive outcomes.
anyway, yay. olympics~