ever since my uni life began, i seriously feel very demoralised. there is never once when i can look at my tutorials happily, thinking " oh? i know this.. hmm this question should be done like that... " . i have to do drafts. first draft will most probably be lots of scribbling and cancellations before i crumple the paper and throw it aside. then after a few hours/ next day, i will search for it and attempt doing the questions again. finally, either i solve the question or i consult my classmates in school. the latter usually occurs more frequently.. pathetic..
i will be doing more investments.. in books. tmr i will be collecting my money earned from selling my second hand books. if i sold everything i will get back $102, which will be used to invest in other books. i realized online text dont work for me. too straining on my eyes..