im not that smart but always seem lucky enough to get better-than-expected grades. Sometimes i will just wonder if its heaven playing a prank. you know, if my grades are crap, i will accept that.
the problem is, i am half here half there. If im really smart, then why dont i understand what the lecturer is talking aboout or what the tutorials is asking? then if im stupid, then why do i feel like scolding others during project when they are off topic..
hope can be a dangerous thing. im losing some of it now. would it be better if there wasnt any hope in the first place? not really hor, thats too pessimistic. luckily my heart still quite strong. I will take things as it come. I still want to live till all my hair turns white naturally. 80 yrs. thats my goal! haha
anyway, my dad just went to the hwa chong alumi dinner today. yea. i was surprised to know he was from there. lol. He was from one of the first few batches. Im reminded of nan hua. mr foo told us to go back on its 100's anniversary. yup, i intend to. thats the place where i found a few of my best friends! ^^